Live for the sounds

I'm not sure if it's partly that I am hoppety hopped up on very mild painkillers (low tolerance) or the incredibly loud music coming out of my speakers, but I feel good, I feel inspired, I feel like I am going to accomplish something in the near future, and knowing me you should realize this is somewhat of a feat. Sad but true, this fact should not be depressing but exciting, and a celebration of "yay, kari is getting her life back on track" is definitely in order.

I think I shall celebrate with a cup of tea.

it's not accidental

how i feel inside.

there's a song called stupidly happy. i would not go so far as saying that's what i am, but lately i've been feeling really really, really-really, really really good. it's strange, all this optimism is making me realize that despite some serious issues and problems needing solutions and resolutions, things are eventually going to be ok.

and i deserve it!

it's light out.

it's still light out, even at 8 pm, and it baffles me. i think growing up where the sun literally does not shine parts of the year makes you appreciate the sun that much more. i love the dark, and i love the moonlight, but when the sun rises over the horizon, or stays up late at night, it soothes my heart.