I like your light
I'm sitting here rubbing my eyes because I spent way too much time in bed this morning. A month ago today I got up early because I went to bed early and everything was fine, but during the course of the next four weeks I basically fucked that up. Well not so much me as us, but then again I am a pretty important part of the us.
I felt like the last entry was too depressing to end up at the top of the page until the end of time, and besides I've been itching to write lately so it makes sense that I would put something down. Besides I get to use photos and a fancy font with this blog, so how can I resist it for too long?
So.. I'm an us. Or no, I could not really be an us, but I am a part of one, and it's sort of unexpected in the way that I was expecting it to never happen again, so I guess that says enough. I realize that was a pretty unrealistic way to look at things, but at the same time what else is there to do for a girl with a broken heart? I don't really know what's going to happen in a week or a month or a year but it's quite refreshing to just live in the now and enjoy every minute of every day for a change. This very short term living is really not like anything I've ever done before, as I am a plan-ahead kind of person, but I guess a change of scenery works wonders once in a while. I don't expect it to last though, come Monday I'll go back to planning planning planning. But for now... not.
He is about to find out how serious I am about washing your hands and brushing your teeth after eating tunafish.